In this place, for a while, there can be a sudden influx of hatred, fear, boredom all at once because of the disorientation the mind feels — it almost feels like a total regression, like falling back in evolution, but this disorientation is very temporary mostly because your understanding of life is pretty evolved by now and hence is not stuck in any of the low states for long.
There is no interest to seek anything to fulfill the inside, for it has been learnt from contrast by experiencing moments of inner Being of deep sense of peace and fulfillment.
Thanks again to all who crawled with us! This sense of dullness eventually builds to a point where it pushes you towards an expression that involves some passion.